::Fõrêvér Mёmõrїзš::®

2010-09-13T21:14:00.003+08:00

My heart skip a beat every time I look into your eyes. But, I'm afraid. Thus, I always try to avoid it.

2010-08-05T16:53:00.000+08:00

so god damn true.

The consequences of different sex

2010-06-04T21:02:00.004+08:00

I don't know if anyone still read my blog but everyone, forget about those emo stuff, let's be happy! From now on, I'll post funny stuffs that I think are worth sharing. Lets start off with this! >D

无奈。

2010-05-04T21:49:00.004+08:00

我想，是时候好好利用这里了。
很久没碰华语了，但是我想可能以后得好好利用这个‘武器’来发泄发泄。

我真得受不了他。。。
可能是我自己的问题吧。。。
但是，我就是不爽。。。
没遇过像他这样的人。。。
为什么人长越大，真朋友越难找？

啊！真的很想用英文，可是万一被发现，后果将不堪设想。

Done.

2010-03-02T18:37:00.003+08:00

Yay I'm done changing my new layout, really couldn't see myself using a pinky girlish layout. x.x

The only thing that frustrates me is that I don't know what's the problem with Jia En and Eugenie's blog feed. hjkdsakdajd. It just wouldn't show. hmph.

......Anyone know why? :'(

lost...

2010-03-02T00:40:00.001+08:00

i have a hard time with this html thing and i'm tired looking at it so i'll just leave my blog template as it is now T.T will fix it later...

Pink

2010-03-01T18:04:00.003+08:00

I can't believe this. I'm so not a pink person, pink is never my favourite colour but now I'm using a pink template and there's so many pink in this blog and when I'm typing this, I'm actually wearing a pink shirt and my nails are in pink. *shoots self*

......Just wait till I find a yellow template.

Happy Chinese New Year & Happy Valentine's Day ^_^

2010-02-14T11:17:00.003+08:00

two birds with one stone :)

:)

2010-02-12T13:11:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NING JUI! ♥

2010-02-11T01:40:00.005+08:00

It was a nice hang out. :)

I did brought my camera, but didn't really had the chance to use it, so head over to Jia En's blog to have a better understanding of what happened. Oh yeah, the person who wrote the words on the cake can't even spell BIRTHDAY tsk tsk.

And I discovered that we ALL, I mean ALL, thinks exactly the same after reading a certain someone's stuff. Amazing much.

Oh yeah, so there's actually people who still reads my blog!!! :D Thanks. <3

daridiridara du

2010-01-27T14:08:00.005+08:00

hai sorry for the long hiatus! the storm has passed!!!!! and i'm all relieved now phew~~~
i've been paniking and freaking out until 25/01... finally i'm done! yayayayayayayayayayay! but basically i have no life, well an exciting one that is, so i don't really know what to update here. i'm glad if there is still ppl who read this :) here's a *cough*gift*cough* for ya! enjoy the hot body >D muahahahahahahahahahahahahaha....

......oops

Mehhhhhh~

2009-11-17T02:07:00.001+08:00

I'm asking it to be nice and it's smiling back at me :)

Coward?

2009-11-05T15:21:00.002+08:00

When I feel scared, I wanna hide, I wanna run away, I wanna sleep and not wake up forever and ever.

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♥

2009-10-29T21:08:00.002+08:00

♥

Till then...

2009-10-10T04:28:00.002+08:00

I'll disappear for quite awhile. (not like this is the first time anyways)
Don't miss me too much. (not like anyone will anyways)
Ok ok I know I sound sarcastic but that's the truth wat...
Gah my head is spinning, it's 4.33AM.
Till then, ciaoz~

With Love,
Sam the weirdo

091010

^_^

2009-10-03T10:44:00.002+08:00

091003

A Day at....

2009-10-01T21:59:00.002+08:00

Sunway Lagoon :)

Went there yesterday and I've got to say... it's quite disappointing. Maybe I've grown up that those gigantic rides that I saw last time and tell myself I'm gonna ride it when I grow up have become so tiny and not fun anymore. Or maybe I've been to Six Flags and stuff that these can't even be compared anymore. Or maybe.... they really are not that great from the beginning.

All the rides gives me backache and hurts alot lol. And the tickets are freaking expensive if you ask me, having said that, of course I didn't pay to go in, I got the tickets for free from spending over a certain amount last month at Pyramid. And and and the staffs inside are so rude. :(

Dinner at my favourite Korean restaurant :D Om nom nom nom.. Bibimbap, bento, raboki, corn tea.... Ahhh~ DAYUM!! ^^b 정말 맛있 네요! ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

Oh ya, 十一节快乐! :)

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teehee~~

2009-10-01T00:29:00.000+08:00

Meet my soulmate...

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Dream Come True 090815

2009-09-29T22:28:00.003+08:00

lalalala i know this is like 44 days ago but i just want to put this down here. :)

WARNING : LONG POST AHEAD. MIGHT CONSIST SO-CALLED-CRAZY AND FANGIRL MOMENTS, INCOHERENT SPAZZING AND NOT-FAMILIAR-VOCABS. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK. ^^ ROFL

This is my first time writing a fan account, and I'm still verrrry excited now so I apologize beforehand if I spazz too much. x]

I knew long ago about the news that 2AM is coming to Malaysia for this MTV World Stage thingy BUT sadly they're ONLY performing at the POST-PARTY where only VIPS are allowed. At first I gave up on going to the concert because I thought what's the point since I don't get to see 2AM anyways, but then Dobby called me last minute to ask if I want to go because he has an extra ticket (for the concert) so I thought ok why not give a chance, maybe I get to see 2AM, I'll find a way to sneak in to the post-party after all!!!!

The concert starts at 6PM and we went in around 5 something and it was RAINING D: Luckily the rain stopped later on. Throughout the whole concert, I kept asking Dobby "Where is 2AM now? In that building? That one? Or that one? Are they watching us from somewhere up there? alfanajdsnakjdan" So basically I almost died with all the pushing and squishing and jumping and SMOKES from the peeps around x.x Ok now skip this, let's move on.

We skipped the last performer and went out, then I start bugging them to go to the club beside – Euphoria to see if the post-party is there and it really is!! Since the concert hasn't end yet, there aren't many people outside there yet so we start wandering around. Then until later on when people start queuing up to get in, we shamelessly get into the line too, thinking maybe we can get in or something but I figured out that it won't work so we start stalking and hunting around to see if there’s anyone with the pass who doesn't want to get in.

After much waiting, a kind soul (THANK YOU!) came and gives us 3 passes, maybe I looked too desperate and pathetic!! LOL coz we're eyeing on him. I was so happy jumping around xD but! we need another pass since we have 4 person so we start acting pathetic again then finally I got it from another lady <3 (THANK YOU too!) It was already 12.06AM when we start queuing and I saw the time on the card says the party starts at 11.30PM, then I start freaking out because the line was very long and it's moving sooo slow and Dobby & Joshua keep scaring me with "What if they're not here? Are you sure they're here? What if they performed already?" T__T

So finally we got in!!!!! Since Dobby, Joshua & Rachel don't bother about 2AM or basically the whole party, they went to grab some food instead x.x lol So they left me alone, standing there waiting furiously and the air-conditioner was mad cold until I see JO KWON standing at the backstage!!!! alnfajbakjfakjdna I was like "Are they really 2AM? Am I dreaming?!!" all the time until the party ends.

The Korean VJ introduced them as the Korean version of Boys II Men (ok honestly I was already not in my right mind, I kept thinking Boys TO Men? Hmm no what's that! They're 2AM!!!) And then TADA, they appear!!!!!!!! THEY LOOK HELLLLA FINE!!! Just like how we see them on our screens, scratch that, MUCH MORE BETTER than that and they're REAL PERSON standing in front of my eyes!! 4 real person from Korea, with the name of Jo Kwon, Lee ChangMin, Im SeulOng and Jung JinWoon representing 2AM! They’re wearing this outfit from 090811 YTN Star Korean Music Festival. Me love it. At first I even wanted to tell Dobby, Joshua & Rachel to look out for 4 GUYS IN LEATHER SUITS. rofl

They start off with "What do I do" and "With You", then CHANGMIN starts TALKING IN ENGLISH!!!! ENGLISH!!!!! His English is realllly good! Then the VJ came and interviewed them a couple of questions and they say it's their first time coming to Malaysia and they're very nervous and stuff (in Korean). After that, ChangMin says IN ENGLISH (again!) that they're going to sing Confession of a Friend (!!!) (btw he did intro the song as “Confession of a Friend”) but "This Song" melody came out wtf lol but they continue without making any mistakes!!! <3 Awesome isn't it! Then ChangMin talks again, saying they’re here to party or rock the house something along the line lol (I was in my own world you know, I was so focused on staring at them I don’t really know what’s happening around ROFL) then they sang another two songs! “So Sick” and “ONE CANDLE”!!!!!!!!!!!!! A grand total of F-I-V-E songs!! *dies* More than most who performed in the concert! ChangMin said if we’re high enough, they’ll come closer to us, I thought they mean they’ll walk down the stage and come close to us, but that didn’t happen. Oh and they used the mic stand during “So Sick” because ChangMin says “IT’S COOL~” ajbfajbdbbakjdb!!!! I really wished they sang Confession though, it would sound dang awesome.

Ok after they finished singing, they went back up to the 1st floor (only available for singers and some big shots). So I start finding a way to see how can I get to there but yeah it’s impossible because there’re like 4-5 guards standing at the stairs. Then I stand in the dance floor and start looking up and I saw Kwon and SeulOng standing at the balcony and I waived my hands to them, well of course I guess they didn’t see me lol it was too dark. o.o Then later I waited at the stairs to see if they’ll come down (I was afraid that they might leave anytime because they performed) and voila Kwon, SeulOng and JinWoon came down to……DANCE!!! (i don't know where is CHANGMIN though D:)

I quickly follow behind them and tapped on SeulOng and ask for a hand shake and he turned back and smiled while shaking my hand! Then I follow them to the dance floor and dance around with them, I asked SeulOng if I can take a picture with him and he did!! But luck was not on my side with Kwon and JinWoon because Kwon was too busy dancing while girls start approaching them >_< and just before I manage to ask JinWoon, their manager (?) tells him not to take pictures, so he rejected everyone with his infamous SMILING EYES and MIANHAE!!! (I guess it’s mianhae looking at his lip haha who on earth can hear what everyone say with such LOUD music on!!!! T-T)

Kwon and SeulOng danced to ABRACADABRA!!!! The HIP SWAYING part!!!!!!! I screamed in front of them. (they can’t hear it anyways) They even did the steps with them tilting their head while swaying their hips!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They did it at least twice!!! Once on the dance floor, the other time on the STAGE!!! I go like O_O most the time looking at them dance, basically I didn’t really dance, I was just sticking to them 24/7 whenever they come down to the dance floor because I was too shy and freaking out. LOL -regrets for own coward-ness-

Kwon can really dance I tell you! Don’t ever doubt him! He’s a TOP qualified clubber I would say!! He can dance soooooo WELL. The girls keep coming to dance with him asnajdnakdjadna while JinWoon and SeulOng are a little shy but some girls insisted D: They are REALLY aggressive (call me narrow minded whatever LOL but if you see how they grind/stick to the AM boys…… x.x) Dobby even ask me why do they look so…slutty DX I really hope this doesn’t give a bad impression of how Malaysian girls are to them!

Anyways, they seemed to have fun the whole night even when it’s past midnight, they even talked and danced with one of the English singer too! So cool!!! (hmm I think it's either Ray / Tyson) They came down to the dance floor three times, enjoyed to the fullest, following the music, shouting and everything <3 Until around 3AM when they leaves I think, I faster run to them and ask SeulOng for a hug (sorry I’m such a fangirl!!! lol and obviously SeulOng’s my fav <3) and KYA~~~ his muscles!!!!!!!!!!!! *dies a thousand times*

I got their signatures too! I was holding this “hand board” all the time (in case I can use it to attract their attention ROFL) and I brought a pen along (just in case I see them!) so I ask for their signs but the pen and board failed me akdjadkadklanda Kwon’s and SeulOng’s one were still okay although they overlapped each others while JinWoon tried hard to sign in DARK and he still managed to see that the ink didn’t came out and even showed me, I was like OMG plus the unknown manager was staring at us because they’re supposed to go back up. Then I came back with another pen later on but it didn’t came out clear also, well that unknown manager must be mad at me because I kept stopping them. :P Btw, when Kwon is signing, I shouted WILD BUNNY in his ears and yes, you got it right, he most definitely didn’t heard me thanks to the stupid music that makes everyone deaf T-T

Now some random “facts”…

-I wonder if Kwon’s trousers are too loose or he danced too extreme or if he insists that his shirt must be tucked in because he was busy tucking in his shirt ALL THE TIME.
-SeulOng was busy looking at his phone for god-knows-what a several times, anyway the main point is his phone looks so COOL. lol It’s white in colour and has a chain to it – two metal “pendants/chips” (don’t know what it’s called ._.) with one light pink string (if my eyes didn’t fail me since it’s so dark, luckily he didn’t notice me eyeing on his phone kekeke) I even peeked into his phone when I’m standing beside him xD But I didn’t want to be rude so I just took a glance.
-When Ray / Tyson offers Kwon and JinWoon champagne, Kwon drank it from the bottle!! I so wanted to snatch the bottle but I was not fast enough, anyways they would take it back from me after all. Then a random girl offers JinWoon HER GLASS of champagne but the maknae rejected politely <3 (well done maknae!)
-When the DJ wanted to give Kwon and JinWoon a T-Shirt each, one random fellow snatched Kwon’s away!!!!! Alsfnlkdnakldsmaldkmadla! Then Kwon said to JinWoon “he took mine!!” or something like that << I interpreted from his expression LOL and that’s the only time I heard him coz he shouted so loud! hahahaha. Tsk tsk tsk that guy… YAH~~~~!
-SeulOng and JinWoon took their shirts out from their trousers so that it’s more comfortable I assume lol, then later I saw JinWoon’s black inner singlet (undershirt) afafnjldfnaldkjal SEXY, maybe he unbutton one of the shirt button kekekeke…
- Seriously, they already look good on TV or computer screen BUT they’re really really really x infinity good looking in real person, especially ChangMin even though I didn’t get to see him closely enough. SeulOng and JinWoon are really TALL, it feels real good standing beside them xD SeulOng looks as hot as he is, JinWoon is a real CUTIE PIE while Kwon is a real MALE diva. I’m really amazed as to how he came through all the hardship and become who he is now. <3
-Seriously Kwon looks very serious when he's singing! You wouldn't want to fool with him :O but when he's having fun, he's the man ^^
-Their voices are really powerful and they totally rocked the house with their live singing. Hands down.

Wanna know how I know all these in the DARK? I bet I look like their weird follower, quietly standing beside them all the time ._.

I was too freaked out and shy to say anything the whole time, should have call them by their names so that they know I DO know them and not just some random girls wanting to dance with hot guys like them LOOOL no offence xD And when they’re leaving, I should tell them “2AM hwaiting!!” but oh well…too late x]

Being a fangirl as I am, I touched them, shook their hands, got their signatures, accidentally touched Kwon’s hair and secretly touched SeulOng’s hair and hugged SeulOng. I’m so freaking happy I can’t sleep (also because my ears are hearing things and my legs are going to break) lol

How many KIAMs or anyone ever has the chance to meet their idols in a fully air-conditioned CLUB, with a 3 full hours standing beside them all the time, CLUBBING with them without any worries? It took me 12 hours of standing, 6 hours of inhaling 2nd-hand smokes and getting pushed, cramped legs and deaf ears BUT I could proudly say that I’ve been to heaven before now. <3

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ONLY ONE LAST QUESTION: WHERE IS CHANGMIN! T________T

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=(

2009-08-26T03:46:00.006+08:00

Sam was away from the internet world for 4 days and when she's back, she saw some words and photos that are enough to make her sulk like a little girl and loss her concious mind. Yes she saw her dream men, but now she's sad because her story is nothing compared to others. Sam is not happy and is freaking envious (she TRIES to avoid using the word jealous) of those people. Sam's tears are going to wet her face any time soon. Yes she knows she has to be contented for what she had but she's so emo now that she couldn't care anymore so please forgive her for being like this.
*hides and sulks and cries*

090826 3.52AM
(Yes, Sam can't sleep.......)

090821 - MTV World Stage Live In Malaysia - Concert

2009-08-21T21:12:00.007+08:00

Whoa I can't believe it's already a week after the concert! Time flies eh.. But I still can't get over it. x]

Hmm so basically my one and only aim to go to the concert is not for the concert but for the after-party rofl and fyi it's not like I have the VIP passes to the after-party in the first place. I know many people would kill me because it seems like there are a LOT of people who wants to go to the concert but they couldn't get the tickets. Anyways, let's talk about the concert first. =)

It was pretty cool to see different bands from the States and UK performing, first time first time. I expected the place to be extremely hella packed but turns out it's not THAT full I guess. I can't really remember about the details of the performances and the concert because I was busy getting pushed and inhaling 2nd hand smoke the whole night. D:

But I would say Boys Like Girls, RayGun, Hoobastank and Pixie Lott did caught my attention. I almost pass out during All-American Rejects set because these people are way too excited and I got distracted by all the pushes and jumpings. T_T

Martin and Ray look good. XD I love the way Ray dressed up the most, especially his red jacket. I like British fashion but I guess not everyone can pull it off but obviously it looks really good on Ray because he's a British after all. His blue eyes are love. Like the way he dances on stage, so funny but cute hehe. Love Doug for his gentleman attitude and Ghostbuster is just COOOL. Pixie Lott is PRETTY!! I like her nails colour that day!! It doesn't really match her outift but I just like it lol. Didn't get to see how Kasabian sounds like because we left after AAR (like how most of the people did, oops.) For Estranged, I'm only curious with the guy who covered his face with a white mask. The guy with half of his face painted is a little....scary. o.o

Ok that's about all, now you know how I like to talk about random and weird stuff that not everyone would notice? Yeah, my mind is always focusing on something different than other people would focus on. Plus, I don't have to talk about their music because they sound hella great, if not they won't be here performing for the World Stage right? =)

Last but not least, I would like to shout a big THANKS out to....
1. Dobby for calling me up and bringing me to the concert.
2. Joshua for "protecting" me from all the nasty fella and shit.
3. Rachel for spotting THAT kind soul and for helping me to take the pictures that are enough to make me squeal forever.

If not of you three people, my dream wouldn't have come true. What's my dream? It'll be revealed in the next post. =)

p/s Sorry no pictures because I didn't bring camera and I'm lazy to steal pictures from other people's sites. You can either go to worldstage.mtvasia.com for more pictures or catch the concert live at 9pm, 28th of August - MTV channel, Astro. ^_^

090821 - Whoa..

2009-08-21T16:31:00.003+08:00

Oh wow I'm such a pro stalker... :D
But things are getting boring when you have tons of things to catch up, and after all these people don't really worth my time anyways. I have got something better to stalk!! *grins*

On a side note, I think my Mandarin is rotting.....
How am I going to deal with people this coming weekend? hmm....

090821 - Teehee...

2009-08-21T12:03:00.003+08:00

The not-contented owner of the blog changed her blog layout again and is now happy and contented ^_^

090820 - Holla~

2009-08-20T12:46:00.004+08:00

Alright, template changed, updated some blog links and made some changes. =)

Recently I cut my hair AGAIN. Yeap, I have short hair now. From long >> medium >> short in less than 3 months. I thought this current hair looks cool until I took a picture with my dream man that day and thinks that I look like a childish retard. LMAO

This is how I look close up...

Wait till you see the other picture which I will update soon. x]

p/s found another cooler template, will change again soon, but for now let's just stick to this template first, though I don't really like the header =P

090820 - Helllllllllo!!

2009-08-20T10:13:00.003+08:00

*dances around*

Ah it's been awhile since I last updated yeah... Have the mood today so let's see how should I clean up all the dust here =)

To the previous post, I thank Buddha for answering my prayers! <3

BRB!!

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2009-08-02T22:13:00.008+08:00

If any kind soul who knows how to get the invitation for the MTV World Stage Live in Malaysia AFTER-PARTY.....

PLEASE I BEG YOU, PLEASE INVITE ME OR LET ME KNOW HOW.

OHMAGAWD I want it so badly TT__________TT

I WANT TO SEE 2AM!!!! *pulls hair* while *running around* while *screaming*

I really want to.

090708 - LOL

2009-07-08T20:23:00.007+08:00

Here's a song about H1N1, ignore the video quality, just pay attention to the lyrics. XD
TOUCH YOUR BACKSIDE, THINK YOU CAN HIDE?!

Have a laugh :]

Now in case if anyone is interested about the original mv, here:
I want nobody nobody but you~

credits: ChocoCaraNilla and KPOPMV010

090701 - Fool

2009-07-01T04:26:00.004+08:00

Why do people start listening to his songs after he passed away? Why do people start praising him after he passed away? Some people that had never give a damn about him start saying how great he is? Doing such things make people feel good? Or just because they want some limelight? Why I remember people saying how crazy he is, insulting him for his behavior and now all of a sudden praising him just because he passed away? Saying how good a person is just because one had passed away is pure bs. Unless you're an admirer/fan/whatever that goes along the line of that person, all these are just c-r-a-p. Stop being a faker. That sucks.

090630 - this is what you call COOL

2009-06-30T11:31:00.007+08:00

I told you they're loved by everyone like that, and here's the evidence ❤

很喜歡Super Junior的表演，年紀一把的我竟然也愛上他們的熱歌勁舞，電視轉播根本抓不到現場high度的百分之一。尤其電視捕捉了個人特寫，就不免流失整體動態，而這支韓國偶像天團最漂亮的地方，正在於整體舞蹈調度，這樣編舞的水平，不知道台灣有人可匹敵嗎？十餘人個個沒閒著，又不是全部做同一動作，還能釋放出空間給某些個人做單一pose表現來「吸睛」，編舞老師真的太厲害。佩服！人家一團這麼多人，台灣有娛樂經紀公司能養得起、培育得起這樣一大家子人嗎？一開始的新人價碼，要平分給十多個人，而公司卻要付出比培養一個新人多十幾倍的成本？想到就咋舌。
This is written by the CHIEF JUDGE of GMA, yes you ~~heard~~ see it right. 대박!!

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090629 - I Don't Have A Life

2009-06-29T23:04:00.002+08:00

I was dead.

But here I am again.

Nah I just don't know what to blog about since I basically don't have a life. It's been awhile since I lost touch with the real world. Most of the time I signed in, stare at the this white page, thinks hard, went through other browsers and.....signed out. Oh well.

So, I was disappointed with the latest Golden Melody Awards results. Sigh. I was rooting for Jam and Yoga for best newcomer BUT Lu Guang Zhong got it (sorry I don't even know his english name, if he has one). Like WHAT?!!!!! I'm not negative towards him, I like his songs too, just that when I have to choose and compare, of course Jam and Yoga come first. But I'm glad to see them performed on stage, I think Jam chose a MJ style that night? It does look like it, with his outfit. While Yoga, that boy, now he'd lost too much weight I would say.

Teehee to see SJ live in front of my tv screen. After watching them every weekend over a laptop screen for nearly 3 months plus, and now finally they're inside the TV, you know, a big wide TV screen and they speak a language that you understand and they're at a foreign land because everyone love them like that... gah only those who went through the same thing knows how it feels like~

I'll stop my ranting here, gotta save some for next time. ~~like anyone cares~~

5월 11일

2009-05-11T02:00:00.009+08:00

오늘이 바로 그날 . . .

특별한 날을 . . .

당신이 만든 특별한 날이 될 . . .

마침내 당신을 발견했다 . . .

난 네게 빠져 버렸어 . . .

나는 멈출 수 없어 . . .

이순간 . . .

난 바본 가 봐요 어쩔 수가 없네요 . . .

너만 사랑하고 싶어 . . .

어떻 게 널 잡을 수가 있어 . . .

내가 미쳤 나봐 . . .

너는 내꺼 매.력.옹!! ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ ～

☆ 생일 축하 해요, 나의 소울 메이트!!!

5●11~❤ 대박 ! 짱 !

In the middle of night..

2009-04-26T02:03:00.005+08:00

I'm worried. I'm freaking out. I'm scared. I'm panicked. But I'm still continuing. I don't know whether I'm doing the right thing now but I'm already in the middle of the sea, there's no turning back, the only way out is to swim to the other end. I must accomplish my mission. I can't back out. The only thing I can do is that I hope I'll gain back what I'd lost which were not meant to be lost. Aza!

Yay..

2009-04-24T20:39:00.009+08:00

Yes, as per title : YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today is a good day! I figured a way to download my "collection" faster! (My laptop really fails me to the highest point of sadness and disappointment. That is another story but fine just forget about it. It's too sad to talk about that. /o\) And and and, Super Junior finally won the KBS Music Bank Monthly K-Chart Award again! Kya...... Friday rocks, because I get to watch their performance 4 days straight, from Friday till Monday. ^^ Though 303 is slow but better than no.. :D Yay yay yay...

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Ok on the other hand, today's weather is hooooooot like mad. I'm not a rich kid who can afford to have air-cond supply 24/7, and it's not good for our skin anyway, so I'm sweating like shit for the whole day. Urgh..Malaysia. It's so boring waking up everyday to face the hot weather, unlike other countries where you get to experience different weather everyday, eg yesterday was 16'C but eh today is 25'C ler.. wooohooo so exciting wtf.

And I'm not sure whether it's only me or what, but seriously there's one thing that really annoys me a lot. You know, when people chat in MSN, I really hate it when some &#$@^% people like to reply "zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz" OR "=.=" OR ".......................". Don't they have better things to say? Can't they type other words? It's not like they use it once or twice, it's every single f...ing time okay, no matter what you say!!!! I personally find it rude to reply like that. Oh well...

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Wooooohoooooo... another file is gonna be in my comp in another 7 minutes! Roar....... Super Junior is LOVE!!!!!!!!!!! :D Now shout : Sorry~ Sorry~ Sorry~ Sorry~ ... Su-per-Ju-ni-or!!!!!!!!

Guess who?

2009-04-18T08:33:00.000+08:00

Rebellious

2009-04-13T20:39:00.003+08:00

Finally, trials ended for me. I know what to expect already. Oh well.. I chose to do what I did, so I have to bear the consequences for it. I just hope it won't result into a huge piece of shit. Please no.

So for now, I still can chillax for a few days, then the real war will start. It's my final chance. I can't afford to lose it again, so maybe I'll just have to throw away my computer? Hmmm... obviously no. Crazy arh? Very rich arh? Siao..

Ah.. Laziness.. Sleepiness.. Anything evil.. Please leave me for now.. I'll call you after 2nd of June.. (-┏)

T_____T

2009-04-13T01:02:00.005+08:00

Wuwuwuwuwuwuw exams exams exams...
Exams kill... T___T
Suffering from burning mid-night oil again. Dammit.
Hunger.. Mosquitoes.. Loneliness.. *pout*

Hwaiting! Ganbatte!! ㅠ ㅠ!

When most people are sleeping, I'm awake;
when most people are awake, I'm sleeping.

Latest Obsession

2009-04-12T16:30:00.000+08:00

-13eyond.Your.Imagination-

I'm still .... alive.

2009-04-10T12:02:00.013+08:00

안녕하세요!!

I know, I seriously need to write something so here I am. I'm glad that there are people who care to ask me to update my blog, it's not easy you know, to click onto the box and type a few letters, so THANK you Yen Fen, Hak Kae and NJui. Of course, not to forget Ana and Ghin Shi for your comments. Merci!! ^^

So, what am I up to? *squeeze brain* Oh well, my life is boring and dull, there's nothing much interesting to talk about. Never mind, let me find something to share. Maybe I'll go search for some pictures since a picture is worth a thousand words.

- MO 09 Bukit Jalil -

When maybe around 95% of Malaysians are there to

see LCW, Sabby and me were there to see LYD-JJS. bleh.

- CNY 09 KDU PJ -
Not much to say, not like they did something special,
some more keep doing the same action. o.O

- Thaipusam 09 Perak -
Just look at the street the day after a festival. *gasp*

- Le Tour De Langkawi 09 Damansara -

Thanks for putting this event on a weekday and

I was stucked in the jam for 2 hours. The main point is

I even got scolded. @%#$^!

- 09 Penang -

This Ang-Ku is really huge, made by grandma.

- Earth Hour 09 Bdr Puteri -

Did you switch off your lights? Got disappointed because

we drove all the way up to see all the lights still on. wtf

(I took this pic inside the car because too afraid to go

down because there were lots of gangsters there.)

Erm.. I think that's all. Told you my life is not so interesting. la la la...

300109

2009-01-30T23:49:00.002+08:00

Staring at this screen for a month, logged in logged out, yet still don't know what to write. Things are getting tougher, life is getting meaningless, it's just the start of 09 and it's gonna be so so so tough, remember my dad once said on the last day of 08 'this is gonna be a tough year', I remained silent and couldn't agree more deep down inside. I hope, I pray, I wish that things don't get so difficult. I'm not that type of person who loves to take difficult stuff as a challenge and look forward to it, I rather live a simple life with no big ups and downs if you were to ask me. Boring you might say, but I'm fine with it, I just do. I used to be more daring, talk more, smile more etc, however things changed. It's so sad to know about how thing goes by, that is why now I choose rather not to know than to know everything, To know everything in exchange to not tell anyone is really difficult, yet I manage to do it. Still, it's a burden, sometimes. A transparent one. It seems like I'm shutting myself, limiting myself into a small circle, without even giving a damn about everything that is happening around me. However, I'm always a silent reader of all your blogs out there. Though I didn't update mine, it doesn't mean I didn't read yours. =) I still read, still know what is going around, just not used to leave a comment in every single post I read. Recently I started to hate sleeping, it's like a waste of time, yes I just said that, a person who love to sleep so damn much just said that sleeping = waste of time. Day by day, passing so fast and in the end of every day, I feel like I just wasted another day, doing nothing beneficial, helplessly. Sigh. That is all for now, enough of my ramble because I'm getting emo thinking about all these stuffs, thank you for reading this and have a nice day. Happy Chinese New Year. the end

2008-12-13T02:25:00.011+08:00

It's show time!

Please give your very best shot and everything will be fine.

*Artistic Gymnastics World Cup Final, Madrid, Spain*

~13th and 14th December 2008~

冨田さん：頑張ってね！♥

Dream

2008-12-11T22:34:00.006+08:00

最近常常做一些超级奇怪的梦。

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先是梦见我和韩国羽球员，Lee Yong Dae，还有中国羽球员，傅海峰说话。奇怪的地方就是： Yong Dae 是韩国人耶，我竟然可以和他说韩语。可是谈到一半，突然傅海峰出现了。然后我就和他们高谈阔论的，嘻嘻嘻。

*Lee Yong Dae*
他可是韩国当今最被看好的选手呢～

*Fu Haifeng*
是最右边那位。旁边是他的搭档，蔡赟。
再旁边就是他们的教练啦。
中国主力双打，超爱他们的啦！呵呵。
人家可是世界第一咧…
（最新排名已经不是了，败给了印尼队 OTZ）

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接着呢，还梦过我和曹格在谈天，还好像很熟酱，有说有笑的。可是 hor，突然不懂在哪里冒出了周杰伦来的喔！是不是很奇怪？

*Gary 曹格*
（好像好好吃的样子…）

*Jay 周杰伦*
从小学就留意到他了…
那个时候全班都很迷他的。
尤其是那首：开不了口
记得有位同学常常在班上大大声地唱～
嘻嘻。很喜欢这首歌的前轴，就是有飞机声的那 part。＾＾

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我还在梦里撞见了我的老公仔，富田洋之先生。第一次是在一个室内体操练习馆，我在不懂做着什么，然后他要走了，可是他竟然回头想叫我一起走，可是我还没做完我在做着的事，他却不顾一切地把我拉了起来，然后一起走去食堂。o.O

第二次是在一个很豪华的室内足球场。那个时候是北京奥运期间，他们比完了团体赛，就聚集一起到这个室内足球场看球。是一大伙穿着日本运动服的男生哦！我当时是刚好经过，然后一开门就看到他们，整个人当时愣了，因为全场都是男生，只有我一个女生。然后当然很厚脸皮地走前去和他们说话咯。这样难得的机会咧！

不要问我为什么当时会说日语……我自己也不知道～

前往北奥的日本体操队
Tomita, Uchimura, Takuya, Okiguchi, Kashima, Sakamoto

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以上情景全都是纯粹晚上睡觉梦到的罢了。不是我自己无聊作的白日梦…

2008-12-09T11:43:00.004+08:00

我回来了，不是那个谁，不要贴标签，这-样-不-O-K …

嘻嘻，是的。那是蔡旻佑的歌啦。本人要说的是，搞了自闭那么久，是该回来了哈。虽然应该也没人会想我，但是……

因-为-我-酷-炫，我回来了。（还在唱！）<----这不知死的家伙

这期盼已久的4个星期假期终于来到咯！感谢神，感谢地，感谢菩萨，感谢耶稣，感谢阿拉，感谢各方神明…好，够了。

嗯，你们千万不要以为有4个星期的假期很爽。
一，因为农历新年快要到了（我还没成功减肥 OTZ），而现在已经是年尾，所以本人已被下令要当妈妈大人的奴婢，必须洗这个，做那个的。
二，假期一过，就代表是新的一年了。我一点都不期待2009年的来临，因为一开学，就要领成绩了，我很怕啊！！！！！！！（就是因为觉得自己没有尽力，所以才会那么怕的。祈求神明保佑，南无，南无，南无…………）

好了，今天就到此为止呗。(｡◕‿◕｡)
就希望我能在这四个星期里写多一些东西。
（真的有好多东西好想说啊！）

敬请期待。
再会了~~ ☆

2008-11-15T03:04:00.000+08:00

.搞自闭.

Hiroyuki Tomita

2008-11-08T23:01:00.003+08:00

Oh..what can be more worse than knowing my man's gonna retire?! T_____T

One thing is as worse as this is that I lost all his pictures and videos and now have to find them all back with much more hard work. Argh..

All the BEST, dude!
Please shine yourself at
the podium before you leave,
and make everyone of us proud!
Hearts.

缘

2008-11-07T20:45:00.003+08:00

有些东西往往就是命中注定的。
是你的，就是你的。
不是你的，再怎么逞强也不会是你的。

If you love something, set it free.
If it comes back to you, it's yours.
If it doesn't, it never was.

就这么简单。
说得容易，行得难呀。

这道理终于在我身上发生了。

Heart

2008-11-07T19:25:00.000+08:00

。每颗心都脆弱都寂寞都渴望被触摸。

而我的心要等到什么时候才能被你触摸到呢？

It's a small small world..

2008-11-06T22:28:00.002+08:00

Seriously, you don't know how small the world is!! (or maybe because I know so many people from different places and backgrounds wtf)

I have such a mixed feeling recently after stalking so many people's blogs wtf. Like how my primary and secondary and even tuition friends can link together!!! That really amazed me. Well part of the reason is that most of them went to the same secondary schools or colleges, which are the few famous ones and hence they meet. But then, I seldom ask either sides. I just know it myself. Guess that is the power of blogosphere!

I miss my primary friends a lot! I'm really sorry to disappoint them all the time because I can't make it to their gatherings. After seeing some pictures with everyone inside, that triggers me a lot. Well, everyone grew up! Into pretties and handsomes!!! And everyone is still so clever / smart / genius... Everyone is doing so well in life.. (except me wtf) aih low self-esteem..

There are always a few regrets in me. I regret for not taking my studies seriously back then when I was in standard 5 and this made a big change in my life. That difference was so big until I'm still feeling regret now, although it was just a year. I still miss my 6G friends, a lot! If only they will hold a gathering compiling of 6G and 6C one day, I die die also must go! Hmph!

I regret that I didn't insist to stay in Connaught, I always wanted to enter SMK TC!! (despite knowing it's famous for gangster wtf) But who cares? I like the environment. I like the people. There is where I was brought up!

It always happen to me that when I just started knowing a group of people well, then that is when I have to leave. Life...life....life.....

My main point is,
it's a small world after all,
it's a small world after all,
it's a small world after all,
and a small small world.

To me,
kindergarten and primary are
the best moments in life.
I can never forget..

If only...

2008-11-06T20:28:00.003+08:00

Peoples I know are leaving to everywhere around the world, but not beside me anymore.

Russia, London, Ireland, Australia, Beijing, Japan, Singapore, USA, Canada, Thailand, Shanghai etc..

They all have the chance to leave this land, some might be going unwillingly, some went abroad to further their studies and most of them missed this land. But if given a chance, I would certainly raise both my hands and feet to leave here and go somewhere else. Really. You don't know how much I wish to leave and go.

When will this opportunity come to me?

Alone

2008-11-05T23:02:00.000+08:00

渐渐孤僻，
渐渐喜欢安静，
渐渐疏远人群，
渐渐，没有了生气。
没有了年轻人该有的青春。*Njui （你每次写的心情，都会让我吓一跳，因为我每次都很有感触，简直就是同感深受。）

越长大越孤单
越长大越不安
也不得不看梦想的翅膀被折断
也突然间明白未来的路不平坦…

难道说这改变是必然？

This is shocking!

2008-11-04T00:08:00.000+08:00

Why did Yoga Lin cut his hair into this? O.O

What a hairstyle he has.
Someone told me this is the
latest hairstyle in Korea.
Err....serious?

Luck

2008-11-03T21:23:00.004+08:00

First, some stupid virus attacked my desktop the other day and all gone my precious priceless Hiroyuki Tomita pictures and videos which I searched high and low, day and night, sacrificing all my sleep!! And other important stuffs of course. Dammit. *sobs* T______T

Then, in TARA season 2, Marc and Rovilson ended up in third place. That was really awful when watching Rovilson struggled in putting the flags together and seeing them running to the pit stop to know that they're in 3rd. T___T Now in season 3, Henry and Bernie was eliminated and wrapped things up in FIFTH place?! Oh my god, this is too sad to know. T_____T I'm so upset when Dobby told me this and now I don't have the guts to watch it. *gasp* I feel like crying wtf

Later on, my Moral Education presentation totally sucks like nobody business. Well good for others as we served as a deterrence aka white rats wtf. I seriously HATE group work because I'm the one who has to do 90% of the work and others just sleep through the nights comfortly and get their grades. And I'm not saying about merely C,D or E's. Thanks to me, we got A and Bs in Malaysian Studies okay!! This is so unfair! Stop giving me fcuking excuses saying my English is better and craps. I forgive those who at the very least contributed and tried but still screwed (wtf) things up, but not those who just came and yak a few words and do NOTHING!!! Well you know who you are, despite non of them are gonna see this. What were you doing when I was struggling like mad doing the assignment?! Sleeping? Great. I'm so pissed off.

Next, Hamilton won!!!!!! Oh my god (again), why??! No. I'm NOT happy. I want Massa to win!! It was really bad enough in the Singapore night race, argh.. (yeap I watched the whole race! on tv duh..) Though he won the recent Brazil race, but damn, Hamilton still beat Massa by O-N-E point. #$@%!&*#^%&! *yells like a mad cow* o.O

Are these all bad lucks? God knows. wtf

Secara kesimpulan, this had been a really bad week.

Dear gods,
please don't treat
me like this in AS Level.
*prays*

Two Months

2008-10-30T22:36:00.001+08:00

Hello. How are you over there? It's been two months now. Everyone is fine here. Where are you now? Having a holiday? Why didn't you come to see me anymore? I still miss you and I think of you every single day.

Take Care.
Hearts.

2008-10-21T23:44:00.003+08:00

Currently not in the mood.
The big one is coming but my study mood is still not on yet. Damn.

A Month

2008-09-30T22:32:00.003+08:00

It's been a month since you left me and everyone here. Time really flies, eh? A month. 4 1/2 weeks. 30 days. 744 hours. 44640 minutes. 2678400 seconds. How is everything there? Are you enjoying yourself? I hope you're comfortable wherever you are right now. Until today, I still find it difficult to accept the fact that you'd left us. A month, can you imagine that? It's already a month!! It seems like things just happened yesterday and the memory is still very fresh in my mind. Everyone is fine here. I dreamed of you thrice. Almost once a week. Could you believe that? Is that really you who came to tell me that you're fine? Or is it because I miss you too much? I don't know. As long as you're happy, I'm fine. =)

I miss you, and I will always do.
.Loves.

The Amazing Race Asia 3

2008-09-29T20:22:00.002+08:00

For full story : AXN TARA 3 Episode 3

3rd pit stop : Hue, Vietnam

First to arrive : Henry & Bernie

Eliminated : Pailin & Natalie

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From Natalie, the "beauty queen" throughout the whole race :

"I think I did underestimate the part of the race. For me, being dirty is worse than anything in the world."

"I don't want to do this anymore. I don't want to do this anymore." "I pretty didn't sleep the entire 23 hours,"

"I didn't sign up for this."

"Okay, I guess we're going to die here."

" I'm sorry but I just can't go back there one more time. I'm already seeing stars and I feel like throwing up. I don't care. I really don't. I'm sorry if you feel like I let you down."

"I definitely can say we tried the hardest. (did you?!) At the same time, I feel that the suffering has ended."

From Pailin, Natalie's "partner" whom is also a beauty queen but is so different from her :

"I feel a bit let down because she told me she didn't want to race anymore, which was heartbreak for me. I really want to do it and it takes two people to take part in The Amazing Race."

Pailin ; Natalie

i feel bad for pailin!
i can see the passion and determination in her!
too bad she teamed up with someone WRONG!!

2008-09-24T01:09:00.000+08:00

High School Musical 3 : Senior Year

Now high school seniors, Troy Bolton and Gabriella Montez are facing the prospect of being separated from each other as they go off in different directions when graduating from East High. Joined by the rest of their Wildcat friends, including Sharpay Evans, Ryan Evans, Chad Danforth, and Taylor McKessie they stage an elaborate spring musical reflecting their experiences, hopes and fears about the future.

Great! It will be in THEATERS only. -_-
Who else will wanna go watch with me? o.O
But then will I even wanna pay to watch the movie? LOL

Music

2008-09-22T21:47:00.000+08:00

A few songs to recommend.. =)

-> 周杰伦 · 稻香
-->S.H.E · 宇宙小姐
--->王力宏 · 摇滚怎么了
---->大嘴巴 · 永远在身边
----->蔡旻佑 · Stay With Me
------>吴克群王心凌 · Na Na Na
------->李咎哲 · 不完美

These are new songs.. some haven't even release their albums yet. ya lar these are chinese songs only.. Oh, W-inds · Love also very nice. =)

Yes!!! Finally S.H.E is out again! Woo pee doo pee doo... (actually im a die hard fan of s.h.e also just that nobody knows T_T)

Bout Jay, OH MAN!!!! I haven't even buy his previous album yet okay because too expensive already T_T, then now nak keluar yang baru dah.. *headache

My Man

2008-09-21T20:53:00.008+08:00

.
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.
♡ Hiroyuki Tomita ♡
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.

The Amazing Race Asia 3

2008-09-19T16:14:00.006+08:00

2nd pit stop : Ho Chi Minh, Vietnam

First to arrive : Henry & Bernie

Eliminated : Isaac & William

Henry & Bernie taught us that showing emotions is great, especially when we're in the race, and they also taught us that focusing on the challenges ahead is vital on the Race.

A.D. & Fuzzie taught us that being unfit physically shouldn't be a hinderance in the race.

Vince & Sam taught us that being funny and always cracking jokes will not make the Race gets easier

Niroo & Kapil taught us that about two different perspectives of a father and a son regarding the challenges on the Race

Geoff & Tisha showed us that blowing whistles continously, and telling local people to go away is a real example of being disrespectful and rude

Ida & Tania taught us that calling people names behind their back is also one form of being rude.

Natalie & Pailin showed us the real Miss Universe's character, and that we should watch the Amazing Race first, before applying for the show, so you won't be surprised.

Mai & Oliver taught us that we should know the difference between Race and Vaca, and most importantly, taught us not to underestimate the opponents.

Isaac & William taught us that being a city boys is not an excuse for not being able to catch chickens.

taken from : amazing-race-asia.axn-asia.com

091808

2008-09-18T21:34:00.005+08:00

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18th September 2008
snoopyzlover.blogspot.com
2 years anniversary
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boring

2008-09-17T22:49:00.005+08:00

was supposed to find for '07 exam papers but it seems impossible and so ended up here.

having law paper 2 tomorrow morning but still haven't start reading yet (why am i always like that!) Time is really something that makes people crazy. It tortures you in class for walking slower than a snail could but run faster than Mr. Bolt (the one who broke the world record thingy) when it comes to entertainment time. wtf

So hmm put aside those exam stuff, let me tell you all about TV programmes. Yea, didn't I tell you I LOVE TV? Well, I do! other than sleeping wtf. Loads of interesting show / drama had just started! Woohooo... =D

The Amazing Race Asia 3 -- AXN channel 701, premiere every Thursday 9 pm. If you missed it, don't worry because there will be so many repeats!! During the weekends, even until the next Tuesday also got! But erm after watching the first episode, the people seems not as fun / pretty / handsome / cool / interesting / whatever like those in TARA 2. Well don't judge so early, right? At least Mai & Oliver caught everyone's attention because they were the first to arrive and they had a big fight after the race! lol I know it's said to be the toughest race but erm izzit that tough or izzit that they're all princess? Only first station almost all the girls complained ady. However YEAH it's Paula!! Teehee! First stop in Chiang Mai, Thailand with pretty Paula! Wooot..
命中注定我爱你; You're My Destiny -- Shuang Xing channel 324, premiere Mon-Fri 7.30 pm. Heard of this drama long long time ago ady but well didn't watch it online because I prefer the bigger screen. =) So yeap since it's airing now, of course MUST watch lar!! After the first episode, it seems interesting and of course I will continue catching it. Who cares if it's not fresh from the oven, since I'm always that outdated de lar.. lol at least I got watch wat...
手足; Kinship -- AEC channel 301, tomorrow 18/09 last episode 7 pm. Didn't watch every single episode and always missed those scenes which I wanted to see wtf. Quite regret didn't watch Kinship 2 on Shuang Xing because I thought it was boring. XD Have to wait to see whether AEC will show or not loo..
Since no. 3 is finishing tomorrow, means another new drama will start airing on Friday. Forgotten the name of the drama. It's something related to the police, force thingy.
Wah Lai Toi will be airing an interesting drama on 29/09 9.30 pm if not mistaken. It's about police school or something like that. Got Ron 吴卓羲 (should be spelled like this) leh!! hehehe..
Erm..I think that's all. Can't think of any more. Oh!! I'm curious about when is High School Musical 3 be airing on Disney channel? Anyone knows any info bout it? =) Saw the poster on some highway in Klang that day, it was everyone wearing robe, so I think it's the end of HSC? Because they're gonna graduate? Well as usual they are jumping in the air. lol

By the way, the weather is so HOT these few days!!!! And erm nothing happened on 916, was said to have postpone to tomorrow. We'll see, again.

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This is a random picture, taken just now so yea I look like this currently. Spotted any changes?

Is snow gonna appear in Malaysia?
I want winter!

S.A.D

2008-09-15T23:17:00.006+08:00

Well I'm sure almost everyone in the country knows what is happening since March 8th until now, and still rolling.
What is wrong with our country?
Why is it becoming like that?
I chose not to say or comment anything about any of these political stuff but I do keep myself on track of what's going on in the country.
Sadly to say, our country is rotting. No?
One thing I don't understand is that they THOUGHT we people are nuts and orang ulu that doesn't know what they're up to, is it?
Look at all those silly things they'd done. Look at all those stupid excuses they gave.
I doubt that the world is looking at our country as if it's a laughing stock.

*What does 'Malaysia Boleh' stands for?
-->'Boleh' buat apa-apa you suka tanpa mengira akibatnya?

Well, then it certainly serve the right definition.

Tomorrow is the day.
History is always repeating itself.
Will it be 513 episode 2? We'll see.

Random

2008-09-11T22:36:00.003+08:00

la la la yeap i'm not supposed to be here because law paper 1 is TOMORROW! and i haven't finish studying yet!! *gasp but since i'm waiting an email from my rescuer, i shall now post this to everyone :

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╰⊙═⊙╯ 送月餅囉中秋快樂!

*Happy Mid-Autumn / Mooncake Festival
to everyone. *

ok buhbai T____T back to law..

That Feeling is Haunting Me Again!!!!

2008-09-09T14:50:00.005+08:00

Just when September started, time is getting lesser and lesser and it seems like 24 hours per day is not enough already.

oh my god oh my god oh my god oh my god .... !!!!!!

Fine. Let me just update you people with what am I up to recently.

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1. Erm..let me think first......

2. Need to do one history essay EVERYDAY!!
(or else have to go to college every morning 8 a.m o.O)

3. Trial is starting this FRIDAY!!!! T____T
(wtf so fast?!! i'm not prepared!)

4. Have to memorize A LOT of thing for exam.
(how A LOT is A LOT? erm..like this A LOT lah.. @.@)

5. Thinking of which few chapters will
be coming out for law exam.
(I wouldn't want to memorize ALL the chapters stupidly.)
(and I die die also refuse to study on Judicial Precedent!)
(plus, the easy ones came out in the previous test ady! how?!)

6. Struggling like mad for almost everything happened and going to happen.
(Help~~~ I can't breathe!)

7. When I got to know that history and law paper is clashing on the same day for AS level, I nearly fainted.
(like wth! did you mean HISTORY & LAW?!! On the SAME day?!!! O.O)

8. Stupid Moral Education is killing me also.
(The lecturer is not Mr. Warren. T_____T)
(The above means that ME is not fun, boring, crap, useless, sucks, boo...)
(Have to do presentation. <--- 101% sucks.) (Must have textbook, if not he'll fail you. wtf) (Seriously no time for ME because so many exams coming up!!)

9. Who said COLLEGE is fun? interesting?
relaxing? freedom? etc etc..
(It's worse than government school [probably
because we're used to it? wtf])
(So my advice to all government school people is : ENJOY YOUR SCHOOLING TIME BECAUSE COLLEGE IS NOT COOL!)

10. Ok, now let me tell you what feeling is it
that is haunting me in my title.
(nervous, scared, worried, anxious, suffocation, struggles, lazy wtf, ARGH!!!!!!!!)
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During SPM, I once thought that "YES!!! After SPM, I don't have to go through this kind of examination anymore!" but then, why did I end up doing A level?!!!!!!!!! Which is gonna be that kind of examination, exactly during the same period like the last SPM ----- Mid-November! And now I'm gonna have trial in September, like SPM also!!!!! T_____________T

P/S : I have so many things to blog about but I have no time currently!

Oh life sucks.

PEACE WITHOUT EXAMINATION.

Confused

2008-09-02T23:39:00.002+08:00

Should I be happy or sad for what had happened?
Everything has always have two sides, and this is nothing different.
I'm still in depression every time I think about it.
Life is gonna be back to normal but it's gonna be totally different already.

Ok don't know what to write ady and I wanna continue emo liao buhbai

KILL Me, Please..

2008-08-26T23:10:00.005+08:00

Sometimes I really feel like slapping myself or perhaps just stab myself to dead.

AS Level Trial is just 2 weeks away but I don't feel like studying, which is obviously not a good thing. It's not gonna be just 3 or 4 chapters like in the previous test but around 10+ or more. That sucks because we'll have so damn much to read and memorize. Plus, some chapters are like 20+ pages.

Sometimes I just feel like throwing all the books away. T______T So many cases to know, so many Acts to remember, so many names to memorize, blah blah blah...

And this is just A Level !!!!! I'm always thinking that did I made the wrong decision? Is this what I want? I don't know!!!!!!!! When dream meets reality, why must we give in? T_____T Why can't we do what we wanna do? Why must we do what we're expected to do?

But well human beings are just like that, when you don't have X, you crave for it. When you got your hand on X, you don't favor it anymore like the way when you don't have it. “得不到的永远是最美好的”…… Isn't it?

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I HATE EXAMINATION.
I HATE STUDYING.
I HATE BOOKS.
I HATE SCHOOL.
I HATE MORNING CLASSES.
I HATE ASSIGNMENTS.
I HATE MEMORIZING THINGS.

To be exact, I HATE EDUCATION. T_________T

I WANT TO BE AT HOME EVERYDAY.
I WANT EVERYDAY TO BE A HOLIDAY.
world peace.

Random

2008-08-18T00:47:00.004+08:00

Whoa.. today's date also very cool wor..

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08.18.08
(mm.dd.yy)

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Been busy watching tv, tv and tv..
Olympic games for sure..
Everyone talking about LCW v LD..
Bah.. Will update soon..

Like almost each and everyone of you..
I also got a ONE-WEEK-HOLIDAY (so called)..
It's not HOLIDAY to be specific.. T_____T

Well I'm very depressed, emo and upset now.
So ciaoz..
Stay tune..

2008-08-08T20:08:00.002+08:00

It's the eighth day of the eighth month of the eighth year of the second millennium.

8th of August, 2008

08/08/2008

2008年08月08日

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Beijing Olympics

08.08.08

08:08:08

We Are READY!

2008-08-07T22:53:00.007+08:00

Despite whatever it is,
tomorrow!!!
Tomorrow!!!!
TOMORROW is the day!!!!!!!

*Beijing Olympic!!!*

Cai Yun-Fu Haifeng；
Bao Chun Lai；
Peter Gade;
Xie Xing Fang；
Zhang Jie Wen；
Badminton,
Gymnastic,
Swimming,
Diving,
etc etc......

HERE I COME!!!!!!!

**All the BEST in everything and hope this 29th Beijing Olympic will come true and turn out to be a success. Please no more bombs, no more terrorists, no more rains, no more taufans and ask Mr. Bu-sh not to interfere in China's human right issue for the moment being.

加油！！加油！！

本来……

2008-08-06T22:10:00.000+08:00

……可以赖在家里一个星期舒舒服服地看奥运。

……可以有一个星期的 stress-free；jam-free 高速。

……可以早一个星期开始啃书。

——现在，全泡汤了……

——真是欲哭无泪，悲哉，悲哉……

小时了了，大未必佳

2008-08-04T23:00:00.008+08:00

很不习惯，也不喜欢那种目光。那种很明显虚伪的目光。

三十多双眼睛交集在自己的身上，那种感觉很不好受。

自认不是一个聪明的人，一直都是靠“勤劳”，才让我得到少许的肯定。

但是，随着岁月的流失，“勤劳”这家伙离我越来越远了。

反之，“懒惰”却很厚脸皮地一直赖着我不放。

命运师傅也说过，本人的考试运是很差很差的。

最记得中二的时候，一位根本没有读书的人，凭着一把枪，也能得到比我高的分数。

到现在我都还耿耿于怀。

同样的射三题，人家往往可能可以中个两/三题的。

而我呢？幸运的话，可能一题吧！否则，就是吃蛋咯…

如今，上了学院念书，要做的全是文章，再也没有“甲乙丙丁”了。

总觉得，这段时间的我很幸运，近乎每个测验和考试，我都得到蛮不错的分数，也成了全班得分最高的人。

这真得让我觉得很惊讶，因为自己从来都不认为会有这么的一天。

明明SPM全A的人，却得到不堪设想的分数。

而我呢？昔日那种差强人意的成绩，今天却得到全班最高分？

别说他们傻眼，我顿时也愣了一下子。

当老师冒出一句：“Samantha did well.”的时候，那个场面真的是非笔墨所能形容呀。

全班的目光都落在我身上，有怀疑、怀恨、难以置信、嫉妒、虚伪等等等等等等的眼神，仿佛有27384291把剑插在我身上。

从此以后，有些看到我的时候，就冷言冷语几句，话中外加比玫瑰刺还要尖锐的刺。

有些呢，则邀我组织 group study，团员任我选。

很明显的，他们只是想要向我挖料罢了。

只可惜熟悉我的人都知道，本人一向以来都那么懒惰，哪来的时间和精神贡献给他们啊？

也许他们会觉得我自私，但其实除了懒惰，我还有任务在身，并不是想怎样就能怎样的。

至我的同班同学：
其实，得到不错的分数，是因为我选择比较容易的题目。没有把握的，就不要选。宁可把时间花在简单、有把握的题目，总好过做一个完全不懂题目在讲什么的问题，就只因为老师先前说会出。

就这么简单，懒惰人的想法。

本人真的不是聪明人，别再以为我是了。

很谢谢那些看得起我的人，但是也许你们看走眼了。

不喜欢那种被全世界的人看得起的感觉，只因为不想让全世界的人跌破眼镜。

也许小时候的我真得很厉害，但是，月会圆，人会变。

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小时了了，大未必佳
就是形容本人最贴切不过了。

2008-08-02T01:18:00.004+08:00

UNDER RENOVATION =)

Any comments or feedback
on this new background are welcomed.

Disappointed

2008-08-01T13:19:00.002+08:00

从毫不理会他的到来，到现在一直很期望他快点快点来……

无奈，这个惊天动地的消息却突然被我的双眼看见。

原本已经调好的情绪，就这样，全被打翻了。

虽然影响我不是很大，但是那种盼望和心理上的调整……

又有谁能体会呢？

已经告诉好自己，只要再多撑几天，再几天罢了，就能看见彩虹了！

可是，现在，铁一般的事实已经被钉在布告栏上。

我前后在那里徘徊了很久很久，一直不敢相信我所看到的。

彻底跌入了比谷底还底的谷底……

失望。失望。

Whatsoever title

2008-07-14T01:03:00.003+08:00

Yes Yes Yes... Assignment again! T____T This time I'm working on something really headache. Not an ordinary 2 pages essay. Hmph....

So what am I up to recently?

prepare chicken essence (not for me, I don't drink those stuff), go to college, attend classes, come back from college, cook porridge, if got time then sleep, lepak, peek at tv, watch 100% & "they kiss again" on myMax, serve milk......... and the cycle goes on...... if got assignment also do last minute.. etc etc....

Basically I don't have time for sleeping or computer or study. Another reason is that I'm lazy. If I have time, I'd rather choose to sleep. Last time, I used to set my time to sleep at 10pm. Then, some time back, 12am. Now? Not until 2am. And it's like when I have 8am class the next day (or just say on the same day since after 12am is counted as next day ady wtf). And I have to wake up at 6am and do everything I have to do and leave at 6.30am to prevent myself from stuck-ing in the jam.

So please don't ever talk to me in the morning because I'm in a very bad mood /emo. I don't know why but I can't control myself. I hate it when people start talking non-stop / crapping / being kepo-chi / asking stupid questions etc etc.. on an early morning. Just leave me alone lah.. You see me as awake but in fact I'm not. Physically I'm awake but mentally I'm still not. I don't want to show my black face so just stay away from me because I don't hope to shout at / scold / insult / whatever you can think of to innocent people who can't stop doing the above actions. If only I talk to you then you can answer me. No, I'm not being arrogant, just to avoid misunderstanding happens.

Next. Show Luo is really a nice 到爆 guy. How can a guy be so filial?!!! And he's an artist some more! So touching okay watching 100% that day, promoting his concert DVD. His mama so nice. She asked him "Can I be your girlfriend?" T____________T "Give mama a kiss." T_____________T (FYI his mama was ill and admitted to the hospital that time) but she appeared suddenly. Walao touching dao.............. Besides, he's really very super duper hardworking. He claims himself as SUPERMAN. lol. Not to forget his sense of humour. Hope he'll continue to do well in future.....

Thank god I get this news from LZS. Yoga Lin is coming to Malaysia! Yeah.. (Actually he's already here for last Saturday 988's concert in Penang AutoCity, just that I don't get to go wtf) I went to search in his music company website and didn't found any news in Malaysia so I thought he's not gonna have any promo tour here but!! but!!! but!!!!! wooooooohoooooooo he's having one!!!!! In Sungei Wang, on Wednesday. Hopefully I get to go. I'd NEVER been to any singer's promo tour / concert / whatsoever before and if I can make it this time, it'll be the very first promo tour in my life! wtf.

Actually I would like to go to Jam Hsiao's also if he's going to has any, but that will have to see my result for my term exam, I guess. Since Jam is coming for 8tv concert in August, and result will be out by 26th of July. Ohmygod, August got a lot of activities. Term holiday (!!!!) , Famine-30 volunteer camp, Famine-30 help out and Famine-30 exact day, Jam Hsiao also coming.....

Yeap, just ended term exam last week. I think I screwed them up. Hopefully miracles will happen. Amitabha. If not? Grounded lah.. what else? T_________T

So, I just got my hands on Yoga Lin's (林宥嘉) and Jam Hsiao's (萧敬腾) first album. Hunting for Show Luo's (罗志祥) concert DVD and XiaoGui's (小鬼 aka 黄鸿升) latest book. His ideas are so creative and his drawing is cool. 鬼怒穿 is the one to have!!!! [Hate Malaysia for not having Show's concert DVD pre-order, hopefully get to buy 鬼怒穿, if not curse Msia again. Seriously most of the artists go to Singapore for events but didn't drop by Malaysia. WHY?!!! You know the answer lah, right? I don't want to masuk lokap for talking bad about Msia. It's a dangerous world! wtf]

Last but not least, I miss KiWi, YingXi and Njui a lot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(I want a close girl friend in college!!!!!!)

Stomachache-ing o.O

2008-06-26T23:10:00.003+08:00

sigh i'm back again. lol Why sigh? Because it certainly means that I have works to do that's why i'm here in front of the computer. And since I'm blogging now, it even means that i'm distracted again!!!!! T______T sigh always get distracted easily. how arh how arh.. XD aiya who cares lah..

so hmm things have been quite the same actually.. Routines.. You won't wanna know my boring routines de lah.. So let me blog bout something else. lol

Random updates....

1. To get a nice parking (FYI nice parking = under the shade + easy to get out from the parking lot when leaving + near the building), I eventually took off really very early hoping to reach college before or at 7 a.m. BUT!!!!!! There is this girl who always wanna fight with me wan wor... Ok actually still got another guy also. But then since that nice place was actually his before I spotted it so it's ok lar if he gets it.. But not that girl okay!!!!

Walao...why did she reached so early har? The main point is her parking skill sucks man. (I didn't say mine very good but at least better than hers bleh) Maybe because she wanna jom that place so she arrived early so maybe she was still in blur mood that's why she parked her car so senget-ly and start sleeping in the car! wtf. You know.. the feel of disappointment when I hurriedly rush out from the house, speed all the way, just to find out that SOMEONE HAS PARKED HIS/HER CAR AT THE PLACE I WANT. too bad...

2. Only today that I discovered what Triple K said is true. After being in the same class for like 3 months, though we didn't talk to each other before wtf, and also sitting far apart as if we're enemies or aliens to each other, but we're still in the same class. [Allah maybe because I like to observe and stalk (wtf) people that's why I care so much.]

After looking at the new time table, I sort of screamed a little, more inside my heart. (eh cannot simply scream loudly okay.. later people thought I got mental problem wtf) Damn, our original class was separated into two. We'll continue the journey on our own and so do they, together with our seniors lah.. (which is what I seriously wouldn't crave for because of some reasons..)

WHAT?!! Though we are always separated into two different categories: active vs passive ; talkative vs quiet ; hyper vs hypo (??) ; genius vs stupid wtf no lah this one not ok!! XD but I still enjoy having them in the same class. Laughing at them for being so hyper, looking at some weird students doing weird stuffs, always think back of my past (Form 5) when looking at some of them because I used to be one of them and some of them really look like my ex-schoolmates! etc etc etc... And now we're separated?!! Damn.

Well last Monday was the last class with them, without knowing the new time table until today. How sad.. No more laughter, no more blur look, no more tense moment, no more peeking at that guy wtf etc etc.. Sigh. Yer.. I really don't wanna think how will class be with our so-called-seniors. Can't imagine.. T______T

Unbelievable but true, I'll Miss You all!

okay that's all for now will reply the chat box tomorrow because it's FRIDAY wooot I love Friday XD because I can stay up late =) now have to continue work or perhaps just go to sleep wtf ya lah ya lah i'm still as lazy as usual bleh

Yawning..

2008-06-15T01:49:00.003+08:00

I have loads of post to blog.. but I don't have the time currently.

Will update soon. Hopefully tomorrow.

Added some new stuffs on the right side. Do check out "From Me.. (I Say)" time to time, especially when I disappeared in sight again. Will update that part frequently. =) And also "My Board".

ok gonna continue on essay. *yawns

Random

2008-06-12T22:44:00.009+08:00

(eh seriously it's really difficult to think of a good title lah wtf)

today I'm gonna share some of these conversation or words of "wisdom" (??) that caught my attention and still can remember until today since they occurred some time back. Here goes..

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G: Where is the love?

L: Love is in the air. You can't catch it easily.

(dot dot dot)

W: Speed is not the cause of accident.
It's the driver's attitude that cause accident.
But when an accident happens, speed kills.

(nods head)

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ok shit i can't think of any more at this moment. fine next time. bleh

男生 vs 女生

2008-06-11T23:06:00.004+08:00

**~和男生爱看美女一样，女生也爱看帅哥。
但是女生看帅哥的角度却和男生看美女的角度不相同。
男生看见美女的时候，头脑里会产生很多幻觉和幻想。

女生看见帅哥的时候，却只会投以欣赏的眼光，
看过就算，并不会留下任何幻想的空间。~**

男生看见美女的时候，只会默默地在旁观察。
女生看见帅哥的时候，会小鹿乱撞加尖叫。
但是请记住以上的哲理，所以以后当一位女生很兴奋地告诉一位男生，
她看见帅哥的时候，请不要说她是花痴！
只因为男生和女生的表达方式不一样罢了…
其实男生也是花痴来的！

……哈哈哈哈哈哈……

ResponsibilitY

2008-06-10T21:33:00.005+08:00

NO OFFENSE TO ANYONE ANYWHERE ANYTIME

I was kind of pissed off when I read through an article in the newspaper weeks ago. You know what? Now that the Islamic Association of Malaysia thingy blamed girls for wearing school pinafore. They say because the school pinafore is too transparent and therefore will create "unwanted problems" (you know what I mean). wtf!!!

In the first place, we did not choose to wear it, okay? The government designed it and eventually students are forced to wear. Now wanna blame us pulak.. Female students had been wearing school pinafore for ages and that finally now they "discovered" a problem? Yea right.. It's not our (girls) fault!!!!

The fact is SOME nasty guys can't control themselves then sad things happened and now pointing their smelly fingers at us. Go to hell lah, will you? Sendiri tak boleh nak control you punya nafsu, then go poke your eyes and become blind lah.. What also wanna blame us..

Male and female are EQUAL in the 20th century already. This cannot wear that cannot do, then better kill all of us lah! Don't ever discriminates female I tell you! Remember always that the one who brought you to this world, which is your mother, is also a female. Without her, without you! Your mom is a lady, your grandma is a lady, your girlfriend is a lady, your wife is a lady, your daughter will also be a lady etc etc... wtf.

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A week ago, I heard this from radio and I almost choke to death. The health ministry is asking girls to bring condom where ever we go. Come on lah.. even condom also want us to prepare. Eh.. what theory is this har? For god sake man. Yea I admit my thinking is somehow conservative in some way but then I think it's a little too much for this demand. In my opinion, I still think that guys are suppose to take more responsibility about these stuffs. I still can't understand WHY they want us to bring condom?

A random caller called in and the DJ gave him this scenario..

"Say on a fine night after a romantic dinner etc, both of you feel like it's time blah blah blah.. but then you didn't bring any condom so you thought of rejecting the girl. But then at this moment, the girl tells you "I got bring arh".. Then what will you think about this girl?"

The caller answered..

"Har.. like that arh.. Then we will surely think that the girl too 随便 loh.. Like desperate dao... No 矜持 etc..."

See?!!! Didn't bring also wrong.. Bring also wrong... Ya Buddha Ya Tuhan.. What has gone wrong with human beings in Malaysia? T___________T

What on earth did we do to deserve this? Why what also wanna blame us? Why what also our fault? Seriously I think the government better expel all females from this country and announce Malaysia as a non-female country lah.. wtf. If not, then kill all of us lah aiyah..

Eh people, specifically to GUYS, please lah be more responsible and take concern on things that you all are supposed to. Oh and, control lah sikit! Girls are not steel-made and don't push everything to us. In the very beginning of human nature, isn't it guys who are the ones who should take care of girls? Why it seems like things are changing now? Girls are getting stronger / independent while guys are getting weaker / dependent.. izzit?

.Sigh.

...

2008-06-09T22:05:00.002+08:00

A month had passed and here I am now..

Actually it's really quite a little difficult to find time to blog in college life. Time is never enough. Assignments, assessments, readings etc etc.. Ya lah Ya lah need to make a timetable blah blah blah.. wtf. It doesn't work on me though. o.O

However, Imma starting posting tomorrow. Hey it's 2300 ady okay.. Seriously college life is even worse than all those previous school life. Why? Simply because the time I used to woke up in secondary school is now the time I take off from my house to college. T_______T [Thanks to the college's "LUXURIOUS" parking lot which the <FULL> light will start to blink before 9am, sometimes 8am. Damn. Oh and not to forget, the peanut butter strawberry traffic jam.] wtf

Traffic was so nice for the past two weeks because it was school holiday. Don't even need to brake and can cruise all the way. But then things went back to square this morning. Sigh.

And also THANKS to the government, for increasing the fuel price. wtf. Before it, a MyVi takes RM60. Now? RM90!!!!!! Hello?!!! Raised by RM30 okay. 50% arh!!!! Dammit kao kao. Nak speed pun tak sampai hati.

Okay gtg now bye

COUNTDOWN

2008-05-07T22:31:00.004+08:00

*11th of MAY*

MY BIRTHDAY

aka

Mother's Day

福娃！！

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They still have : Pillows... Tissue boxes.. And more and more and more....

Oh my god.. these things are too nice okay! I so want them.. T___T

I want! I want!! I want!!!!

But looking at the price, kills! Haiz..

**Is there anyone who is generous enough to buy me any one of them? LoLz. *grins*

Sighs + Sobs = Sad!

Happy-nya..

2008-04-29T22:35:00.004+08:00

Ok fine.. I happily wanted to play the taggie game but then things went "great" till I know there isn't a chinese word software thingy installed in my bro's lappie. =___=

Well well well.. I'm quite free today because tomorrow's class starts at 2pm and so yea.. I'm here blogging craps. wtf

Actually I still have one essay to go and some reading to do for law test tomorrow. Aihs but who cares.. Online first lah.. Tomorrow still got time to read and I sort of understand bout that chapter so yea.. LAZY dulu!! lol

Since I'm free, let me think of something to write about.....

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*Bulb lighted* Ok I got it! Yea let me tell you people something..

Before I start, let me make things clear first. hehe. This was just something happy to share about and there is no any intention of being lan c or to show off anything. I just thought that it is a good thing to share and hope you guys share the happiness with me. wtf

Now here you go..

I'm really very extremely happy when efforts pay off! (Who doesn't? wtf) I had been rushing on essays for some past few nights and finally it was the test on the topic that day. The moment I saw the question, I was really very freaked out, you know! Even one of the student said I freaked out. haha. Yea I was very panicky. Then the lecturer asked us not to be afraid and think nicely. lol. Ok then. Since I have no choice but to complete the essay, I squeezed my brain to think of some points related to the question.

Eventually I finished my essay in roughly half an hour but everyone was still writing. o.O So I pretended to continue writing until I came to point thinking that "Aiya who cares lah.. Also dunno what to write ady.. Stay here also no use.. Don't waste time lah.. Faster go back and get some sleep better lah.." wtf. So I handed the essay to the lecturer and walked out of the class, looking at those people who were still writing furiously. haha. And oh.. I was the second to leave the class. XD

The next day, lecturer told us, we did badly in the test. >___<

So, lecturer gave us back our paper yesterday. I heard him commented on one of my friend's paper and oh my god.. "I dunno what's wrong with you.. Did you study or not?" Wah.. sei lor.. So I sendiri tahu my paper was gonna be shitty but then !!!!!! The lecturer just said "Ok Samantha.. Good effort.. So keep it up lar.." WTF!! Just like that? I got shocked at first then when I looked at the marks.. I went "wooooot....." XD

Some more after the test, I asked my friend what he wrote and he said this this this and that. And I was like.. oh man.. I didn't mention those in my essay!!! Plus I mixed up A with B so I thought ok great..screwed up liao.. T___T

But the result was really unexpected and I'm really shock but happy with what I got!!! =D

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My history result in SPM was the worst amongst everyone in class but now I got the highest mark in the test. *grins*

Sometimes I really believe that 傻人有傻福! And I'm the 傻人 lor! HARHARHAR!!! happy happy happy...

It sucks...

2008-04-27T21:21:00.003+08:00

Yea.. it sucks.

College life is not as fun as most people thought.

I hate it when it comes to history essays.

Don't know killed how many brain cells of mine ady.

I so wanna blog about those question I got tagged by Eugenie and Boon Loey but so far I don't have the time to do so. How sad !!!!!!

However, I will find time to do it. Must!

Maybe my time management wasn't good enough. wtf

Ok gotta sign off ady. 1 essay to go! Gambate arh !!!! T_________T

S T R E S S

2008-04-14T22:16:00.006+08:00

Ok I guess this is only counted as mild stress, comparing to those I'm going to face soon... enough.

Currently, I have gotta write an essay with an amount of AT LEAST 2.5 pages of words (of course words lah. what else wtf)

Initially, this essay was supposed to be a test, which I'm not ready yet because I didn't do my reading (yes am lazy) and we thought that it wouldn't be today so yea I'm not prepared. I never thought that the lecturer's memory was soooo good that he remembered!! He said anytime of this week so we predicted that it wouldn't be today because so few people came on Friday. Alas, when we went into the classroom, he was already writing the question on the board! =__=

So we acted like... "Oh no.." "Har?!!!" "Really arh?" blah blah blah.. And showed our innocent and dumb face. Ahha.. Thus changing the word "TEST" ----> 'EXERCISE". Wooooooot...

But I have to hand in by TOMORROW! T___T

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Ok second thing, law test is on Wednesday!!!! omg omg omg..

The lecturer asked us to read the notes for 10 times. Hell yes.. 10 times!! 10 times!!!

This is so shitty..
*Amitabha Amitabha Amitabha Amitabha

A Level

2008-04-12T20:44:00.003+08:00

Okay, as I promised to talk about my decision on tertiary studies in the previous post, here you go!

1. What course? - A Level Arts (Pre-Law)
>>It's so called pre-law because I'm taking TWO subjects only. Actually it was supposed to start in June but then I chose March intake because I think I can have more time to prepare and I get to separate my papers in 2 terms, which means less stress. For instance, law has a total of 4 papers. Since I'm in March intake, I'll take paper 1 & 2 in Nov 08 (AS) while the others in June 09 (A2). But for June intake, they'll have to take all 4 papers one shot in June 09. (!!!)

2. Subjects? - Law & History
>>As I know, there isn't a foundation program for law and so, students have to take pre-U courses, eg. A Level, SAM, AUSMAT, Form 6 etc etc etc before further to LLB. So law is a must and it's down to another subject.

>>They strongly recommend students to take history is to train up our memory wor.. Wanted to take English Literature in the first place but someone told me that it's the toughest subject among law, history and EL. Example, 1 poem is like, 1000 lines? and we have to read, like, a LOT of books. God..so forget about it. Then, it's between Business and History. I chose history is because I thought I'll take it like stories, plus we're gonna learn about communism in CHINA (!!!), and it's world history, and it's in English! For business, I sort of bluff myself that it's a new subject and since I never touch before, so....... Ehehe.. I know.. Excuses.. I'm just lazy to learn new things. What a failure I am, right? aihs..

>>History was always the worst subject since primary until SPM. And well, my grade for history in SPM was the worst in class. It's quite embarrassing though, when everyone was like, "A1" "A2" "A1" "A1" "A2" blah blah blah.. so what? I won't give up easily! (ahaha 先听着..)

3. Where? - KDU
>>Was supposed to go to the education fair in Mid Valley on 15th March, but then I had no time to do so because I have something else much more important to do than to go to a edu fair and since my dad said going to edu fair is meaningless.

>>The prospects to take into concern are:

Course offered
Recognition
Location
Most important, SCHOLARSHIPS

>>Don't ever think that I'm rich because I'm in KDU. I chose KDU because, as said, it offers A Level Arts. It's famous for Law. The location is quite okay, not too far, unlike HELP. And most of all, I get sibling discount plus scholarships offered by the college is easy to get, unlike all other colleges that require at least, 8 A1s? That's insane. Well at least, to me. ^^

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I always wanted to be a lawyer, since I was still a kid. The first ambition ever is lawyer. I think it's because after watching some drama (like most people did) and I felt like, ya I wanna be a lawyer. But then, my grandma sort of dislike lawyers a lot after watching those dramas because she thinks that lawyer is a bad guy because they helped those who was in wrong and eventually forced the victim to commit suicide. o.O

Of course, as time flies, I eventually come to a point to think that to study law is very difficult because one has to read A LOT and have good memory and have to be good in history. So I kind of gave up and start putting my eyes on other courses, eg MASS COMM, PSYCHOLOGY, EVENT PLANNER, HOTEL MANAGEMENT, INTERNATIONAL BUSINESS...

Actually the aim of my choice in studies is to get myself out of Malaysia, to anywhere else, as long as it's not Malaysia. Malaysia is kinda h o p e l e s s ady lah.. I don't want to work very very extremely hard and still be treated unfairly. That sucks!!! I rather go elsewhere and work harder but to get what I deserve.

However, in the end, I come back to Law. Why? Because I still think that taking a professional course is better. (ya maybe it's stupid & typical wtf) But then most of these professional courses involve science but I'm tired and enough of being tortured by science already, so yeah, it's down to LAW. =D Maybe this is what you call, Faith.

Whoa.. I talked a lot already. Ok lah.. I'll stop here and give your eyes a rest. lol

So Long...

2008-04-04T17:22:00.002+08:00

Finally I get to update my blog. Wooo.. It's been really really really really loooooooooooong..

I didn't online for so long already. T_T

The story goes like this..
On one day evening, it was raining so heavily but well my family and I didn't know because we were at some mall, I think. So, thunder stroke and most of the electrical appliances died. sobs. This includes the router, modem, etc etc etc. ( aiya i don't know much about these things lah..i'm sure you get what i mean ^^ )

However, am now started college life already.

It's KDU. A level ARTS. History and Law.

Will tell more about my choice on education later on when I get to go online at home.

Gtg now, because I'm somewhere outside now.

Till then, see ya!!!!

The Result is OUT.

2008-03-12T15:13:00.004+08:00

Ok. I don't know whether my result is counted as GOOD or BAD.

Most importantly, and for all those who wants to know, and those who starts thinking and wondering, I'm not those genius that scored STRAIGHT A1.

Well just a lousy result. So please lar people.. don't go around asking "EH SO HOW MANY A YOU GOT ARH?"

A A A A A .. what all of you people have in mind are just about As? What a sad world it is!

So what about SPM result? It's not a big issue eh. It's just for scholarships and money and gifts and blah blah blah. What really important is our tertiary studies. So no matter how your result is, life moves on. So get over it and prepare ourselves for the more challenging tasks which are awaiting in front of us!

(wtf why am i so good in consoling..)

WTF

2008-03-10T15:19:00.004+08:00

ok lah people.. I'm so damn nervous now!

什么都还没准备好。前路一片茫然。什么都没搞好。
逃避，一直在逃避。但是，是到如今，已经无法再逃避了。
该来的，总会来。就算百般不愿也好，我们也无法阻挡。
时间，真的是一个可恶的东西。喜欢时，就慢慢儿地走。快乐时，又加紧脚步地快速奔驰。谁也拦不住它。

什么课程？哪间学院？学费多少？能不能得到奖学金？我真的不想理啊……

但是，重点是……

"How is my SPM result?"

如果成绩不好，怎么办？如果申请不到奖学金，怎么办？如果学院很够远，怎么办？如果读的课程很贵，怎么办？如果父母叫我念 Form 6，怎么办？如果下个星期一就开课，怎么办？

哇…我真的不敢，也不想再想下去了。我真的很会想很多的。

你们别再高估我了，我真的没你们想象中的聪明。

Btw, I really don't know why my thinking is becoming more kiam siap and kiam siap... wtf.

12/03/08
S.P.M Result

国阵输了，我们的成绩会不会受影响？南无阿弥陀佛

060308

2008-03-06T11:58:00.005+08:00

Yes! Finally.. I passed my driving test on 040308. I think that was the slowest speed throughout my whole driving session thingy. However, I'd made it. ^^v Cheers..

Well, I'm now working for some election thingy in Giant BK 5, with Njui. Life was really complicated. You can say this job is easy and well-paid, but then we have the difficult parts, too. Yes, basically we just have to sit there and wait for people to come on their own. Then, key in their I/C number and wait for their info to appear. Finally, print it out for them and give them a smile.

But well, things won't go on so smoothly every minute and every second. We also have to endure some scolding and stupid questions asked by those people etc. Meanwhile, do you know how cold we are, though just sitting here? We're freezing like mad. It's sooooo cold until we have to wear 3 baju. Long sleeves some more. Seriously! No joke. Our hands even cold until cannot move already. So if ever someone ask you where is the coldest place in Malaysia, don't answer them "Genting Highlands" or "Cameron Highlands" because the latest coldest place is GIANT BK 5, Puchong. If ever you feel hot and don't wanna stay at home or wanna enjoy some cool air / free air-conditioner, come here. I'm sure you'll get the feeling like being in some winter country. *shivering*

Not to mention the food. It totally sucks to the max.
**Expensive + Not delicious = Food court
**Food looks nice + Unaffordable = Secret Recipe
**Pizza Hut and KFC?? Erm... also very expensive lar.
**Giant food? I ate until wanna vomit liao. We have to eat "white rice with ONLY kuah for rm0.80 + fried chicken for rm1.19 = rm1.99" Ate three times and I almost died. XD Nightmares.

Yes. I'm very kiam siap when I think that that particular thing is so not worth it.

However, ya lah.. I know.. We can meet a lot of different people mar. Gain experience mar. XD Well that's really true. There are really lots of different kind of people in this world. Friendly / Weird / Fierce / Unreasonable / Handsome (wtf) / Nice / etc etc etc. We've learnt how to face all these different kind of people, just in a few days. LoLz.

Money is not easy to earn, right?!! Haha.

Hmm today is the second last day already. When we just started on the first day, it was like "sigh still got 9 days arh!! so sienz ler.." But now, coming to the end, starting to say something like "har? so fast already 9 days liao lar! sigh tomorrow last day ady ler. T_T" Yup, feel like wanna stay here for a longer period. Come on, with a laptop, printer and FREE wifi to use, high pay and some new friends made from other shops while I'm here for the past few days, of course wanna stay longer lah. Reasonable right!! bleh.

Ok that's all for now. Am lazy to type ady. Hands freezing ady lar! T_T

P/S: Results coming out on 120308. wtf. damn nervous like hell. PRAY HARD PRAY HARD PRAY HARD

F.A.I.L.E.D

2008-02-19T21:06:00.001+08:00

Yes, the title says EVERYTHING.

I'm not kidding you.

I FAILED my driving test.

What a Loser I am.

Hey People..

2008-02-18T19:11:00.002+08:00

whoa its been a real exhausting, tiring and .. ok a little bit of happiness during the past few days.

Sleeping at 10pm and waking up ranging at 5.30am to 6.30am was part of my schedule.

So, tomorrow, 19th of Feb, 2008 is the day!

What izzit?

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DRIVING TEST!!!!!!

omg omg omg omg..

after learning for N hours, I should be ok with it BUT BUT BUT it also comes with luck. So pray for good luck. PRAY HARD !!!!

All the best to everyone who is taking the test tomorrow, including teck yan, teresa, rui ying, jun suet, li en (maybe), teck chyi, everyone and ME. =)

~~~~GAMBATE~~~~
**南无阿弥陀佛**

(btw i still couldn't accept that marc & rovilson....)

dammit

2008-02-13T22:05:00.002+08:00

I just really couldn't understand.

A1 also A

A2 also A

So why must they care soooooo much about 1 or 2?

Why does it matters a lot?

It's just 1 / 2. ONE or TWO. 1 or two. one or 2. ah whatever it is.

Come on, can't they just have some mercy?

A A A A A A A A A A A

Why is A so f*ckingly important?

Oh so what if got STRAIGHT A1s? Very superb izzit?

Then what if STRAIGHT A2s leh? Losers?

bah..

Damn frustrated.

Love Love

2008-02-12T15:34:00.000+08:00

哈哈…… Love Love = 爱爱 = 曹格的新歌

嗯，本人觉得这首歌超好听的！话说曹格是988一月份的本月星。那个时候，每个星期会播曹格最新专辑，Super Sunshine 的其中一首歌。而其中一首，就是爱爱啦！！！

每每听到爱爱的时候，都会很兴奋雀跃高兴很High，心情就会变得很好。呵呵。我觉得这首歌真的很甜，so sweet。再加一点点可爱。

歌词又很有意思。听的时候，就会想说: 如果曹格在我面前唱这首歌给我听的话……… 哇，我一定兴奋到最高点的最高点。应该没有几个女生不会点头的吧！

有机会就听听吧！

总之，就是好听。爱曹格。♡

难得一见曹格的笑容

100208

2008-02-10T00:36:00.000+08:00

It's 100208.

Ning Jui, Andy Ong and Wen Long's birthday.
>>Ok what else other than a “Happy Birthday”? <3

CNY holiday will ends today.
>>Not for me, though. XD *grins*

NS trainees are going back to their camp site.
>>Have fun and Enjoy!!!!!! I know all of you starting to LOVE NS already. haha..

Wishing ALL of You out there :

*十全十美*
**百事亨通**
***千事吉祥***
****万事如意****

I'm B-A-C-K

2008-02-09T23:39:00.000+08:00

Yes, I'm back from Penang. So fast, right?!!!

Well, I didn't want to come back so early, of course, but what to do? For the sake of preventing us to stuck in the traffic peanut-butter. You can imagine how long will the queue be on Sunday.. Like crawling 1cm every 5 minutes? hahaha.. I don't wanna stuck inside there for hours and hours. Ok lah. I'm ok with it because I will be sleeping like a pig inside the car. But not good for the driver because it's so tiring and stressful okay.

So yes, I'm back on Saturday. (how sad..) hahahaha..

Luckily, I managed to get those delicious FOOD!!!!!!! wooohoooo...

Come on, one of the reason for going back to Penang happily is because of the yummy food which you can only find it there, at that particular stall, and also from my grandma, which you cannot find it anywhere else. *drools*

God, 4th cousin bro is back from Australia for CNY, I think. Why each time I see him, he tends to turn more and more handsome. Jealous sial. The other time I saw him, he looked so like a Japanese handsome guy!!!!

Ok, enough for today.

Happy Chinese New Year

2008-02-07T05:03:00.000+08:00

Yeap.... it's chinese new year!!!!!

wooohooooo............................

I'll be going back to Penang later. Wanted to stay longer but due to some kind of stupid and unwanted reasons, we have to leave earlier than usual. damn. I so don't like it. ok fine no choice.

Till then,
GongXiFaCai!!!!!!!!!

Day Three

2008-02-03T22:44:00.000+08:00

第三天了…

今天7.15就开始了。好早哦！！一出门就下雨了…… （这个时候，你们应该还在被窝里吧！）

学了斜坡，第一次就过到了！哈哈… 可是当然后来也有往后滚的时候啦！我又不是神。嘻嘻… 还有，hand break 差点就被我拔断了… 呵呵… 因为上斜坡的时候，我拉得太紧了，要下的时候，就是怎么也推不下去，真是的！我在那边花了很久很久的时间才把hand break推下去的。隔壁有一个老师，但又不帮我喔… 衰到死！哈哈

他，又想碰我的手了！！鸡蛋糕。这次我用很不耐烦的语气喊他，然后他就没吭声了。我真的是越看他越不顺眼，没看也不顺眼。基本上我是没有看他的。我不想吐，回家还做恶梦咧！拜托。只会说一些不切实际的话，骂骂骂，念念念，真的很想叫他 “shut up!!” 可是，我忍了。

终于，Teresa接过他的招了,她才上了一堂课，就已经无法忍受他到极点了，你说我是不是很强了呢？已经6个小时了耶！那种精神上的折磨………………只有你自己体会了，才会懂的。我已经几经崩溃了。但我还没。几经罢了！！

一想到明天还要面对他，就觉得很对不起自己。明明我是消费者，为什么要这样委屈自己呢？终于，我真的忍受不了他了！！！！！我决定作出决择。我拨了电话给安排我们学车的那个男人（我真的不知道他是谁，没见过面），要求他换老师和日子。换老师的原因不必我多说。换日子是因为我现在学完了，距离考车的日子还很久，怕我自己会忘记，那个时候就惨惨惨咯……

亏他还敢问我为什么要换老师…问我是不是因为他很凶。要是到时候是这个人教的话，我也许会考虑说出来。说个有完没完，讲到那个死白痴一文都不值！！！！哇咔咔咔咔………………

唉，真羡慕RY，她拿到一位我觉得很不错的老师！虽然他也爱说话，而且也算是废话，可是他的废话比那个白痴的废话来得有意思多了！至少也有外插笑话。而且也比这个年轻得多。而且我看到他的学生全部都被他教到很happy的。

啊…………………………羡慕死了！！！！！我也要！我也要！正所谓：同人不同命。

还剩2个小时，加油吧！（对，我拿的是8小时的课程。）（请不要鄙视我，其实我也有点担心我能不能做到…）有谁愿意借我manual车子练习练习的吗? 哈哈我驾车技术还不错的哦！

GAMBATE～～～～

Day Two

2008-02-01T23:59:00.000+08:00

第二天……

还好昨晚有拜神，今天还算蛮顺利的哦！！！（高兴…）

学了parking 和 3-point-turn。还好啦… 只是3-point-turn有点难度。每次都会很慌张……

那个**又在那边念个不停。我真得很不明白他… 他又不是女人，也没有menopause，为什么就是那么爱碎碎念…… 很烦烦烦烦烦烦烦烦啊！！！！！

你们知道吗？每当我想起隔天又要见到他的时候，我就会忍不住尖叫。这个尖叫100%绝对不是因为兴奋，而是很害怕。很恐慌。然后导致失眠。真得很恐怖的！

无论如何，我平平安安地度过了今天。真的很顺利。谢谢神明的保佑。

Day One

2008-01-30T18:55:00.000+08:00

今天是学车的第一天… 很庆幸的，我还有命在这里写博客。=)

我想说，驾车真的一点都不好玩！我觉得我这个人啊，神经和头脑应该是有一点问题。我好像不可以同一个时间控制多过一样东西。鸡蛋糕。太阳好大、好晒。强烈的阳光打在自己的脸上，看东西都觉得有点晕… @.@

呃…我想知道为什么教车老师都是那种老老，样子有点懵懂，再带点咸湿的味道的呢？有没有年轻的？帅一点的？不多啦，一点点就好。可就是没有嘛！他妈的。那也就算了，还喜欢讽刺人喔！先生，我在控制那辆车呢，你信不信我踩尽油门，把车给撞坏？信不信？！！！火！

你知道他有多过分吗？（至少对我来说是过分的）
一，拜托他，不要趁机搭讪、吹水什么的。什么叫我请他吃饭的…oh excuse me… 无聊！（算，笑笑就过… 做人要豁达一点…）

二，要教我换gear的手势就直说。你知道他说什么吗？妈的。他说：“来，先让我抽下水先…” （广东话）番茄甘蔗红豆你老豆，抽你妈妈的水啊！（原谅我的粗俗 ^^）虽然我不是美女，可我还是女生来的啊！可不可以放尊重一些？我的玉手可不是随便什么人都可以随便碰的。（这是女生的权利）那种感觉，就好像被非礼一样，恨不得把那个人的手给剁下来。

三，我弄我的头发又关他屁事啊？有必要叫我把我的头发给剪掉吗？说毕，又接一句：“对咯，可是剪短了更肥hor？”我承认我不瘦，有点胖，可那又哪里碍到你了吗？有必要口出此言吗？

四，我事先已经告诉他，我是不会驾车的。所以说，当他给我指示的时候，可不可以给我两秒钟想一想啊！！不用一句比一句大声吧！我也会慌的，因为我是新人！说话又口齿不清，鬼听懂啊？！

五，第一次，当然驾得慢的咯。你知道他又吐了什么话出来吗? “唉，做么你驾那么慢的？搞到我都很想睡觉…” 什么？他expect我开150，再来个飘逸啊？是这样，我就不用浪费时间在那边光转圈啦…

嗯，我想到目前为止应该是这样罢了吧…怎样？

我告诉你们，我都忍下来了。除了忍，我还能怎样？骂他粗口啊？（自己暗地在心里骂）哈哈哈… 我是很有礼貌的人来的，不会随便口出恶言。尤其是长辈。我都很少顶嘴的。所以唯有忍咯。

哭？又倒还没有到这个地步。哭来做么？神经病咩？浪费泪水。为这种人？No No No，不值得。

好了，“诉苦”完毕，总的来说，驾车没有我想象中的那么容易。要顾很多东西的啊！最令人讨厌的就是traffic light, 和所有需要停下来，然后再走的时刻。为什么？会死火啊！！！！！

Ok, 深呼吸。冷静。不要慌。星期五是 day TWO。祝福我吧！谢谢。

～南无阿弥陀佛～