S.P.M

Im so damn freaking out now.

N-E-R-V-O-U-S
is one of the word used to describe my feelings now.

Of course, im NOT well-prepared yet.
Thats the main point.


~*南无阿弥陀佛*~
神啊,请保佑我啊!
谢谢!多谢!感谢!
在此献上万分谢意……

It's COMING!!!!!!!!

Argh...
Two days.. TWO DAYS...
Im not done with my books yet ler..

Im still "dating" with..
nabi muhd, khadijah binti khuwailid, abu bakar al-Siddiq, ali bin abu talib, uthman bin affan, zubair bin awam, orang arab madinah, suku Aus dan Khazraj, orang Yahudi, asma' binti abu bakar, umar bin al-Khattab, Bilal bin Rabah and .......... WTF

Please lar...
PLEASE...
stop haunting me.. T_T

Is there an answer for this?

YaY!!!
SPM is coming!!!!
Ok..im just kidding.
Not funny at all.
Not happy at all.

What does SPM stands for?
Sijil Pend.. Malaysia?
Reagan quoted Study Pagi Malam.
Kingston said erm dunno what sad syndrome thingy. Lupa dah. Paiseh..

So what if we can't do well in SPM?
That's it?
But why Lim GT can be so successful when he doesn't even have to sit for SPM?
And those ppl who succeed in life when they go around telling ppl that they actually sold pisang goreng when they were young..

Why is education is soooooooo important?
Now you see...
A normal student has to take at least 10 subjects in SPM.
Language subjects just cut through it lar..
Why must Chemi, Bio and Physics come together in a "package"?

Add Maths..
What is the purpose of learning it?
Will we use it when we shop or eating at mamak stall?
Ask the cashier to use differentation when summing up izzit?

History..
This should not be an islamic country de ler..
But why did they include islam thingy inside?
How they disebarkan and stuff... Know for what?! For what???!!!!!!
Why dont they insert how buddha come..jesus' story and the hindu god's profile as well? wtf.
Do you think we're interested in knowing how Nabi Muhd came?
Hell no.
Please lar..if they wanna know,
then just put it in their pend. agama sylabus..
Why wanna torture us in this way?
We wont love the country more by MEMORIZING this kind of history.. wtf
Ok maybe not WE but at least ME.

The only thing when they are "smart" is when..
they put HISTORY in the 6 major compulsary subjects.. wtf.
Im sure they themselves also know that no one will take history in SPM if they dont do so.
Then let it be lar!
What so important about history?
Dont come and tell me..
"Those who cannot remember the past are condemned to repeat it." (The life or Reason, Volume 1:1905) **Sounds familiar? XD
B*llsh*t lar..
Oh so if remember then wont repeat de lar?
Then now world peace ady lar!!!
Why are there still so many wars outside?

Why must we take 10 subs in either science or arts?
Why cannot mix mix?
Last time de people can choose what subs they want..
And they only sit for 6 to 8 subs in SPM.
But now?
Oh dont tell me because we are way smarter than them.. =.=

There are so many questions in my mind.....
But I know..
We still have to face SPM right? =.= wtf

Ning Jui arh...
faster become the education minister lar...
I cant wait no longer anymore... XD


Hmm...
its 4th of Nov ady.
Everyone is pumping books, books and books.
But Im still here crapping...
Why am I so lazy?
Touch also havent touch yet..
Sigh..


To all SPM-ers..
GAMBATE lar!!!!!!



::snoopyzLover::

Fate?

W..
Wh..
Why..?

Adakah ini takdir?
Mengapakah dia muncul pada saat yang genting itu?
Alangkah baiknya jikalau dia tidak muncul..

It was just so close.
But that stupid whatever bad word I can use to describe xxx,
Came out of no where.
And thats it.
The End.
Ruined.

Siapa?
是你吗?
到底谁会疼爱我呢?
Oops..no lar...
thats a part of a song..
No connection also.. =P
Ok back to here..

Sigh..
only "someone" knows how I really feel at that moment..
Eh "someone"..
You didnt ask your "friend's" help izzit?
It didnt work leh!

Then later on..
Did I take the wrong step?
Is that my own fault?
Did I just let it go so easily?
Wrong strategy?
Why am I so useless...

Secara tuntas,
its that damn **c*ing **s**l* fault okay!!
For now,
I hate xxx to the max!
Max arh...
Yes.. M-A-X!
Eh..xxx thinks that xxx is so great izzit?
Wanna mencurigai me..
Cmon lar wei...
Dont ever try to suspect me using your that brain..
You think Im stupid or you're so smart?
Im not that kind of person ok wtf..




So near yet so far......


::snoopyzLover::